Do all relationship comes with the past........... ??? soch lo !!!

 HMMMMMMMMMMMM...............socha socha bahut socha........... :-/ ,but relationships are always....eeeeewwww  !!! Sometimes i update "love is in the air"......sometimes i write " m sick of this ".....sometimes it is.." i know it happens "....but at the end lets just do it permanently dude....Relationship Status : " Its complicated "....so thats my recent facebook update and m sure its not just me !!! :-)

Now the question is why ....??? No no no...dont even dare waste your time to answer this.......coz its like " Does the hen came first or the egg "...you willl b travelling in a circle and you will just end up where you have started....because a relation has a Past...and a Future....but no Present...  :-/ !

So the story starts......I love a guy ....i can die for him ( i claim so ) and even he can do anything for me ( why cant he claim when i can )  ! He's just a perfect one for me.........like i ever imagined , for whom i waited all this 20 years........ :-)..........he's intelligent,he's smart,he listens me,he cares for me, and of all he brings smile to my face 24*7.....and my world just starts revolving around him the very instant.....Oh god thanx a lot.... :-) ! Everyone says "u r lucky girl ".....i blush.... :-) , i close my eyes, my happiness trickled down as tear. I tell my friends how generous he is.....i bet them to get a person who can pinpoint a single fault in him.....i try to make other couples envy seeing us ( it feels good u know :-p ) .......oh and my facebook update is " Love is in the airrrrrrrrrrr :-) :-) :-) ( i guess this many smilies are enough ) "....Love is so magical...its actually filmy,and i never imagined i can fall for someone ....but yes you are the one and you did it :-) !!!
So the next step i thought about was to make it official .....let me change my update to something more catchy :-p......and i turned on the laptop......entered my password , logged into facebook......annnnddddddd............... i cried and cried and cried ! Oh m sori actually i suffered a trauma that instant.......lets just rewind it back.....i saw a photo update on his fb album ( cant evn use word "bf " for him anymore )...." my love " was the title...my heart beat increased...oh did he officialised it before me.....awwwwwww he's so sweet.....and when it displayed i just felt like cracking his head with a vase if its possible.....it was his ex's girlfriend and a cropped photo of him on which he spend so much of time and just uploaded to make it  OFFICIAL i guess @#$%^&* !!!

I had no words to speak...nothing to claim now,nothing to listen,nothing to feel....i wanted to be alone ,i cant understand why he did ....so lets just call up and ask......
Me : "hello..........................."
He  : " Yes dear.....how are you my love "
Me : " What  *hit u have done in facebook "
He : " What dear "...( How can he be so fake all off sudden )
Me : " As if u dont know.....please do not waste my time,neither act ...b clear "
He : " Clear about what "
Me :  "That do you love me..."
He : " Ofcourse i do as always......why you asking such questions "
Me : " Because theres a pic with a tittle MY LOVE....and to my surprise its not me "
And he laughed ( I m confused )...
He : " Thats just a timepass my dear .....for fun ...my friends did that and i uploaded just to grab more comments.....ha ha ha ...dont take it seriously "

And i wanted to believe him,i wanted to believe his lies.....but that day i realised ...m a human with no extraordinary qualities,just with a  simple heart that wanna believe in everything that makes me feel happy and give me the feeling of victory and delightment ...however somwhere i do posses a foolishness of trusting someone blindly and dreaming of a world that can never exist in real.........A FAIRY TALE :-) !!! And that day i met my foolishness....i really thank him for that very moment ( rest i have forgotten ) coz i got back the girl i been always , love had changed me but now m back !!! So today... even I'm with a PAST....but its has made me much more stronger ....and i know with this i can have a beautiful FUTURE ahead......because for me again : " LOVE IS IN THE AIR "......... :-)  :-) :-)!!!

HAPPY ENDING :-) !!!